I don't like being pregnant. Everytime I consume sugar, I feel guilty because I know it's not good for us. Everytime I smell something, I want to puke. Everytime I sleep, I can't stay asleep for more than 6 hours. Everytime I think, I get stressed. I cramp, I yawn, I eat, I cramp, I eat, I yawn, I sleep. I cramp, cramp, cramp. Whoever says they enjoy pregnancy must forget how awful the first trimester is. Nobody can enjoy this. And planning a wedding on top of it all... is hell. To say the least.
I figured out how I want to arrange my bedroom with the crib and everything. So now it's just a matter of doing it. First, we have to get through the wedding. I'm so tired of starting to think about the baby and then forcing myself to stop because the wedding is first. I really wasn't thinking when I ... well, when we. Y'know. Oh well.
I felt like complaining, so I did. Now I'm done.